ch-ch-changes!! Seems to be the theme in my life at the moment.

Sooooo

I have been in my new town for about a month now and I am still adjusting to the plethora of changes

I am now living in an apartment with just one other person and my dog. This is a freaking huge change. For the past 2 and a half years I had been living in a house packed with girls. I would have at least 3 roommates during any given semester. It's entirely different now. I am actually having to get things like kitchen appliances and furniture whereas before those sort of things were always taken care of by my roommates. In some ways it's different and will take some getting used to, but in other ways it has been incredibly enpowering. I don't feel like I am sharing the apartment but it feels like this is my apartment. There's a very big difference between the two.

Being a student again is a hard adjustment. I am finding myself with a severe lack of motivation to do the copious amount of reading but I think this is due to the fact I have not been a student for a year. Again it will take some getting used to.

I'm slowly adjusting to the fact I am not in Aggieland anymore which is very bittersweet. On one hand, I know it was a good decision to leave since A&M could no longer offer me anything in terms of forwarding my career. However, I also left many people who I love and care about immensely. Good decision but not an easy one in the least.

I have been questioning myself lately over whether or not I really chose the right school. I had a dream not long ago that I realized I had made a horrible mistake and was trying to transfer. Dreams like this do not help. 

I keep telling myself that it will get easier. This transition phase won't last forever. I just wish there was a way to fast forward all this. I've decided though that this is a good skill to learn. I seriously doubt I am going to stay in a college town forever so I will most likely have to do this again in the future. So it will be good to have some experience under my belt.

I have started all over once. I can do it again. It will just take a while.

in other news I have been on a vampire weekend kick lately and have had this song stuck in my head for a while

Click click click!!!